Congrats Celtics!

She'd be 28.

Sometimes, people amaze me. Right now, I do not mean it in a good way.

Becks music just about sums things up. funny, huh?

With everything going on, I guess it is time to start updating this thing again. How is everyone? Tell me a story to cheer me up?

Undefeated in the regular season! 16 and 0! Next stop Superbowl! *crosses fingers*

I have not made an update here in forever. Vegas still seems like it just happened. I love looking back at the pictures and remembering what a good time Lisa and I had together. I can not wait to hold my girl in my arms again. She got me into a series of books by Stephanie Meyer. We are both very involved with them. If you have not read them, I recommend them highly. I got a few new books today. One of them is Feast of Love by Charles Baxter. Toby Hemingway places Oscar in the movie version of it. I cant wait to see this scene:

"When I came into the apartment, Oscar was all over the bed, half asleep after his exertions and his showers and his beers. He had the TV on to baseball, and his eyes were closed, and I figured, worst-case scenario, that he was dead. So I took my shoes off and I put the two cheeseburgers and big thing of French fries on the kitchen table, and I went running over to where he was, and I gave him a good shake. And just like that- presto- his eyes open."


Aww sleepy Toby. Or is that more like Wolf? :-p

I want to fall asleep listening to Your Hand In Mine by Explosions In the Sky. It would make the night feel beautiful.

Right now, the only thing that matters to me is Lisa is okay. Yesterday was the longest day I have ever expirienced. The worst moment was when I called Lisa's mother. I tried so hard not to cry and I really hope she didnt know I was (even now, i think about sitting in Tammy's bathroom on my phone and my eyes well up). I love her and as I told her a million times over today, I dont know what I would do without her. She is the most important person to me and, really, she is the only person I can see spending the rest of my life with. I love her. I cant say it enough times. The words will never lose their meaning. When her mother called me again to say she was all right, I was clutching both the phone and erinn's hand, crying. Only this time they were happy tears. Lisa was okay, she is going to be okay. I know she is in pain right now and it still kills me to hear her that way. But god knows, I love her. We are going to be together for a very long time. We are too stubborn to let each other go. I can not wait to see her.


Lisa Marie, Je t'aime beaucoup tojours. Vous etes ma belle fille. Vous êtes mon tout.

i literally bawled my eyes out until i was sick. i kept a hold of the charm and prayed for a few things. so tonight, while i sleep it will be the dog and the angel charm that i hold close. maybe i will still have the imprint of the angel on my palm in the morning. lord knows i wont be listening to a certain song again for a long time.

Mark Thorn aka Lucas Donat has announced that his company Donat/Wald Advertising will be managing the ad campaign for eHarmony.com. Congrats to Lucas and Co.



I still want to yell at him though <3

One year ago tonight, I sat at home thinking it was going to be a normal night. Little did I know it was going to be the night that would change my life and bring me all this happiness. Lisa and I made it official on September 2nd, 2006 that we were a couple. From that night, a whole new begining started. Because of Lisa, I have seen how much greatness there can be in a person. Lisa, for the longest time, I have felt that you are my best friend. When others have run away or times have really changed, you have been my rock. Its like my day doesnt really start until I somehow hear from you. My heart fully and completely belongs to you. It feels like everything in life has been gearing me up for this relationship with you.


When we were in disney that night and you looked me and asked me if you had changed that certain date for me. Now, whenever I think of that date, I think of you and me stepping out of the store and looking up at the fireworks. I had tears in my eyes because I didnt think that an expirience that was that overcoming would happen. Every smile and laugh we share has made a warm spot in my heart. Even with all the pictures i have taken on our vacations, nothing matches the smile of yours that is in my mind when I think of you looking at the water in Newport. It's the little things like that, Lisa, that make me fall in love with you over and over again. Remember Red Square? I was so nervous for our first real date alone. I think my heart almost beat out of my chest when we sat at that table. In the past year we have shared so much, think of what is to come!


I love the feel of your hand in mine or the very first hug that we share when we are reunited. When I am at an airport, it is the most nervous time of my life because I know the second I get off that plane I am in the same area as you. The moment the pilot says we are descending the excitement hits at twice the full force. That spark is always there. I just want to take this time to not only tell you that I love you to the moon and back but to thank you for being the person you are. You might be my Kruspe, Coyle, Tom, Sparrow, and Horror Encyclopedia, but deep down inside, you are my Lisa. That is the most important role you could ever play.

I love you, Lisa Marie. Here's to many more years together ♥

i had something to say, but honestly, i forgot.