There's something glowing in your purse

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 05:56:10 GMT

Congrats Celtics!

Mon, 19 May 2008 02:46:37 GMT

She'd be 28.

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:42:25 GMT

Sometimes, people amaze me. Right now, I do not mean it in a good way.

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 03:24:25 GMT

Becks music just about sums things up. funny, huh?

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 19:55:26 GMT

With everything going on, I guess it is time to start updating this thing again. How is everyone? Tell me a story to cheer me up?

Perfection!

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 06:07:14 GMT

Undefeated in the regular season! 16 and 0! Next stop Superbowl! *crosses fingers*

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 02:15:00 GMT

I have not made an update here in forever. Vegas still seems like it just happened. I love looking back at the pictures and remembering what a good time Lisa and I had together. I can not wait to hold my girl in my arms again. She got me into a series of books by Stephanie Meyer. We are both very involved with them. If you have not read them, I recommend them highly. I got a few new books today. One of them is Feast of Love by Charles Baxter. Toby Hemingway places Oscar in the movie version of it. I cant wait to see this scene:

"When I came into the apartment, Oscar was all over the bed, half asleep after his exertions and his showers and his beers. He had the TV on to baseball, and his eyes were closed, and I figured, worst-case scenario, that he was dead. So I took my shoes off and I put the two cheeseburgers and big thing of French fries on the kitchen table, and I went running over to where he was, and I gave him a good shake. And just like that- presto- his eyes open."

Aww sleepy Toby. Or is that more like Wolf? :-p

Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:43:04 GMT

Have you ever...

1. Fallen for your neighbor?: no
2. Made out with just a friend?: no.
3. Been rejected?: crash and burn.
4. Been in love?: i am now.
5. Used someone?: yes.
6. Been used?: thats a big yes, too.
7. Been Kissed?: yes.
8. Done something you regret?: ive done things im not happy about.
9. Cried just to get out of trouble?: yes.

Who was the last person...

10. You talked to?: Mom
11. You hugged?: Erinn
12. you imed?: Gabe-player
13. You Missed?: Lisa
14. You yelled at?: Lauren.
15. You laughed with?: Erinn.
16. Who broke your heart?: I wouldnt really say its been broken, it just has a few big cracks in it.
17. Who told you they loved you?: Lisa.
18. You kissed?: Lisa.

Have you / Do you / Are you...

19. Have a Birthmark?: Yes
20. Have any piercing?: Yes
21. Have a 6 pack?: Its a 4-pack at the moment..
22. Own your own house?: no.
23. Own a nice car?: I have a beautiful black camry that I love and adore.
24. Speak any languages?: some french, lots of english.
25. Cook your own Dinner?: every night.
26. Color your hair?: no
27. Have green eyes?: brown.
28. Stolen anything?: yes, traffic cones from the mall.
29. Smoked?: when i was in school i smoked cloves.
30. Taken drugs?: no.
31. Obsessive?: with a few things.
32. ADD?: no
33. Have a crush on someone?: yes and she knows it.
34. Panic?: at times, yes.
35. Anxiety?: yes
36. Depressed?: not now
37. Control Freak?: yes
38. Obsessed with hate?: no.
39. Have a tattoo?: no.

Questions...

40. If you could be anywhere, where would it be?: california with lisa.
41. Can you do anything freakish with your body?: flexible stuff.
42. What feature do you find most attractive on guys?: eyes and chest.
43. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: if i felt she was the right candidate.
44. Would you marry for money?: no.
45. Have you had braces?: no.
46. Do you sing in the shower?: yes.
47. Could you live without a computer?: haha no.
48. Do you use AOL, MSN, Yahoo?: AOL
49. If you could live in any past, where would it be?: victorian london.
50. Do you wear white socks?: yes.
51. Do you wear shoes?: yes.
52. What is your favorite fruit?: strawberries.
53. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: wheat.
54. What is your favorite place to visit?: vegas is up there on the list.
55. Do you kiss on the first date?: maybe.
56. Are you photogenic?: NO.
57. Do you dream in color or black and white?: color.
58. What are you wearing right now?: blue jeans and my Desi(red) shirt.
59. Do you eat a lot of fruit?: Yes.
60. Do you have dimples?: no.
61. Do you remember being born?: no.
62. Why do you take surveys?: boredom.
63. Do you drink alcohol?: on vacation.
64. What is the best accent?: german.
65. Do you like sunsets?: yes unless i am driving into it.
66. Do you want to live to be 100?: yes
67. If not, why?:
68. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: yes.
69. Are you loyal?: yes. and protective.
70. Are you tolerant of other people?: yes
71. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: 7 maybe?
72. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: way too damn many.
73. Do you write poetry?: i did.
74. Snore?: only when i'm already sick.
75. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: right side.
76. Do you like Cats/Dogs?: both.
77. Do you lick stamps?: i hate the taste.
78. Do you use an electric can opener?: no.
79. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: yes.
80. Like your name?: i've really learned to love the meaning behind it and why i have it.
81. Were you named after anyone?: great grandmother.
82. Do you wish on stars?: all the time.
83. Which finger is your favorite?: all? i dont pick favorites.
84. When did you last cry?: begining of the month.
85. Favorite number?: 117
86. Any bad habits?: nail biting and im unorganized.
87. How many kids do you want?: 2. it will be nice since I have 13 a day now.

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 22:43:57 GMT

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
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Wed, 10 Oct 2007 06:05:45 GMT

I want to fall asleep listening to Your Hand In Mine by Explosions In the Sky. It would make the night feel beautiful.

This is why there is to be no kissing in hospital elevators!

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 18:50:10 GMT

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 04:47:19 GMT

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She is the one I want to share my stories with. We have volumes to be told.

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 00:42:32 GMT

Right now, the only thing that matters to me is Lisa is okay. Yesterday was the longest day I have ever expirienced. The worst moment was when I called Lisa's mother. I tried so hard not to cry and I really hope she didnt know I was (even now, i think about sitting in Tammy's bathroom on my phone and my eyes well up). I love her and as I told her a million times over today, I dont know what I would do without her. She is the most important person to me and, really, she is the only person I can see spending the rest of my life with. I love her. I cant say it enough times. The words will never lose their meaning. When her mother called me again to say she was all right, I was clutching both the phone and erinn's hand, crying. Only this time they were happy tears. Lisa was okay, she is going to be okay. I know she is in pain right now and it still kills me to hear her that way. But god knows, I love her. We are going to be together for a very long time. We are too stubborn to let each other go. I can not wait to see her.

Lisa Marie, Je t'aime beaucoup tojours. Vous etes ma belle fille. Vous êtes mon tout.

norah jones.

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 04:27:21 GMT

Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountain top
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 18:43:54 GMT

My horoscope made me feel so much better about something today. It really put it in perspective for me. Now that I think about it, I realize how small the ordeal I was fretting about is. Like the horoscope said, I will be okay.

it's easier to believe in this sweet madness.

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 06:08:08 GMT

i literally bawled my eyes out until i was sick. i kept a hold of the charm and prayed for a few things. so tonight, while i sleep it will be the dog and the angel charm that i hold close. maybe i will still have the imprint of the angel on my palm in the morning. lord knows i wont be listening to a certain song again for a long time.

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 07:25:39 GMT

Mark Thorn aka Lucas Donat has announced that his company Donat/Wald Advertising will be managing the ad campaign for eHarmony.com. Congrats to Lucas and Co.

I still want to yell at him though <3

You've got a way with me.

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:02:27 GMT

One year ago tonight, I sat at home thinking it was going to be a normal night. Little did I know it was going to be the night that would change my life and bring me all this happiness. Lisa and I made it official on September 2nd, 2006 that we were a couple. From that night, a whole new begining started. Because of Lisa, I have seen how much greatness there can be in a person. Lisa, for the longest time, I have felt that you are my best friend. When others have run away or times have really changed, you have been my rock. Its like my day doesnt really start until I somehow hear from you. My heart fully and completely belongs to you. It feels like everything in life has been gearing me up for this relationship with you.

When we were in disney that night and you looked me and asked me if you had changed that certain date for me. Now, whenever I think of that date, I think of you and me stepping out of the store and looking up at the fireworks. I had tears in my eyes because I didnt think that an expirience that was that overcoming would happen. Every smile and laugh we share has made a warm spot in my heart. Even with all the pictures i have taken on our vacations, nothing matches the smile of yours that is in my mind when I think of you looking at the water in Newport. It's the little things like that, Lisa, that make me fall in love with you over and over again. Remember Red Square? I was so nervous for our first real date alone. I think my heart almost beat out of my chest when we sat at that table. In the past year we have shared so much, think of what is to come!

I love the feel of your hand in mine or the very first hug that we share when we are reunited. When I am at an airport, it is the most nervous time of my life because I know the second I get off that plane I am in the same area as you. The moment the pilot says we are descending the excitement hits at twice the full force. That spark is always there. I just want to take this time to not only tell you that I love you to the moon and back but to thank you for being the person you are. You might be my Kruspe, Coyle, Tom, Sparrow, and Horror Encyclopedia, but deep down inside, you are my Lisa. That is the most important role you could ever play.

I love you, Lisa Marie. Here's to many more years together ♥

I love this song so much.

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:35:10 GMT

Monsoon
By Tokio Hotel

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear you name and don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey!
Hey!

I'm fighting all this power coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you,
I've been running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 17:34:06 GMT

i had something to say, but honestly, i forgot.

"ive got the photoalbums spread out on the bathroom floor."

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 17:39:35 GMT

im going to get back on track. there are only a few things that are stable in my life at this moment. lisa is one of them but i hate that we are so far. i also hate that she is in pain right now and there is nothing i can do about it to help her. really, it breaks my heart more than anyone could really understand. so right now, life is just a whole lot of waiting. im not good at that though i am slowly learning to let go and let things happen. its amazing how the body learns to adapt to things. i wonder what my boss would do to me if i drove right past work, went into the city, and hopped on a plane at logan to go see lisa. anyone think i'd still have a job when the new sessions starts in september? :-D?

Oh, and why is it that when I listen to "hold me, kiss me, thrill me, kill me" by U2 i feel like a drag queen getting ready for the day? really, im stange <3

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 17:14:25 GMT

Thankfully, I can fall back into my old pattern. Im gonna go run now.

I wish I didnt have a thing for superheros.

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:12:31 GMT

Damn you DC Comics! Batman is still my favorite though.

Birthdays

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 05:55:41 GMT

She really made this birthday special for me. anyone can give a present just to say that they did it and the task is out of the way. as i opened up the box from lisa this evening, i couldnt stop laughing or squeeing. it was filled with little presents that all had their own special meaning to our relationship. erinn was here with me, and after i opened them all up, laughing and smiling from the inside jokes each present had, i explained them to her.there was a stuffed penguin, bear and rabbit, a coloring book, a cactus kit, sandglobe, my beloved harley quinn, mexican easter eggs, two necklaces, and an egg filled with small knick knacks. looking at all these pieces that made up one big birthday present showed the symbolism to our relationship. lisa had even remembered the cactus. weeks ago, i had asked her what a cactus really looked like. i was curious. the only ones i had ever seen were the tiny ones you can get at a greenhouse. in the box, she had sent a grow your own cactus kit and a sandglobe that had a cactus in it. i dont know what it was about that sandglobe but when i held it in my hand, it felt as if it was the biggest symbol for the two of us. the fact that she had remembered this made it so i could not stop smiling. this box of goodies really is my treasure chest. each object in it means the world to me. she means the world to me. thank you lisa for such a meaningful birthday box.

and of course, who could forget the she sent me?

honestly, no one could ask for a more thoughtful, loving girlfriend.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 19:55:31 GMT

1. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
2. Tag seven people to do the same.
3. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever wants to do it.

1. I am surgically attached to my cellphone.
2. I am dating the female Jack Sparrow <3
3. I prefer to have green eyes and thus wear my contacts a lot to hide the brown eyes.
4. I secretly wish I could sing like Aimee Mann.
5. I swear in french when I have to hide the words.
6. Mark is my alter ego along with Davenport.
7. I am a one women show when it comes to singing in my car.

I do not know 7 people to tag <3!